Inspiration

I love the feeling of being inspired, but I hate not being able to channel my inspiration into something more.
It's frusterating, the amount of unique ideas, feelings and emotions that go to waste because we can't find the words or put them into something concrete. Right now, writing on this new blog, I'm trying to grasp those undescribable things and transform them into something, something, that I can look back on.

Because some days I feel so unexplicably happy and joyful and satisfied with my life that I want to shout it out to the world. There are some moments when I'm wth my friends and suddenly it just hits me: how amazing I feel, how hard I'm laughing, how much I love these people and just how lost I would feel without them.

But also because some days I feel so emotionally unstable and alone that I just want to lock myyetself in my room and cry and listen to sad Taylor Swift songs over and over again. Those sad days when I'm heartbroken yet so inspired that I feel like I could write a song or a novel or paint a masterpiece, but I'm too confused to actually do any of that productive stuff.

I believe that all of those of moments, good or bad, can lead to something incredible. Weither I'm experiencing heartbreak or jumping for joy, my emotions are conflicting inside of me and I know that what I'm feeling is something powerful and passionate and I want to put those feeling down somewhere or create something with them.

Living in the moment, it's difficult to appreciate that kind of inspiration because it's only temporary and when it's gone, so is the oppertunity to use that inspiration.

I guess what I'm trying to say is, the beautiful moments that trigger strong feelings and lead to creation are too precious to ignore, and you have to catch them before they slip away.